The big day is coming...

Went to the doctor this morning and the doctor said that I am 1cm dilated.  I asked her so am I going to be that way until 40weeks?  she just looked at me and kinda smiled and said nope you are 1cm now but you could be in labor a hour from now.  I thought that is crazy.  She said don't be alone too much without a car because I could go into labor at anytime.  I thought on the way home " wow the time is actually almost here".  It's amazing how I have waited so long to have a baby and it is so close now. I am so grateful to be able to have this change to finally have a baby.  I cant lie though I am afraid of Labor now that I think about it on a daily basis but I know that my hubby will be there and the Lord will be there to help me so I really am grateful to experience this.  Loving life.

My awesome family all together...

An Awesome Husband...

If any of you have a great husband like mine you know how lucky you are.  My hubby is who keeps me from going crazy because he has such faith that everything is going to work out and that we are going to be okay.  Even when I am about to have a mental breakdown then that is when he puts his arms around me and gives me this great hug and tells me how much he loves me and everything will be okay. I also have a hubby who will get up early and make me some breakfast because he knows that I don't feel good lately.  He is great about cleaning up and not having me do much of anything.  I tell him quite often that if he had his way then I would just sit around and do nothing until this baby is born.  He then will smile at me and say "What is wrong with that?".  Of course those that know me well knows what is wrong with that when it comes to me.  I have a husband who will take me  on a walk every night just so that I can feel like I get my exsersice in everyday.  I have a husband that is willing to work two jobs for me so that I can be a stay at home mom with our dear baby boy that is going to be born here soon. I am so grateful for a husband that is giving me a gift that I have wanted for so many years....my dear baby boy...I know the Lord helped him with this gift but my husband was willing to be with me through everything that we had to go through to get this little boy.   I am just so grateful for my husband and all he dose for me. He is the love of my life and I am so glad that I found him.  And I am glad we are going  to be together forever and ever.  I am one lucky girl..

LIfe is Awesome

I woke up the last few weeks sick, sick, sick.  Then this last Sunday I woke up and was not sick. I felt really good and it was such a weird feeling.  Then Monday I woke up sick again and all my pains came back from the last few weeks.  I think quit a bit about that one day I had were I actually felt great and not sick and in pain for once.  what dose that have to do with Life being Awesome you may ask?  Well it has a lot to do with it.  Heavenly Father knows that we have to learn from good and bad so even though I have been going through some bad days Heavenly Father gave me one day were I felt better.  That I think is why life is awesome because even through there are hard times in life there are times were it is not so hard and you get relief.  I have related it to a lot of things in my life lately.  It has helped so much to keep in perspective that we have a Father in Heaven that loves us and he wants to help us have a happy and productive life.  We also though have to learn the pains of what life brings and we need to just keep in mind that he has a plan for us if we just trust in him then it will all work out.  I am not saying that on those days that I am so sick and have the worst headache and my body hurts so bad because my baby is  dropped and getting ready to come that I don't think why??? and cant this baby just come already???  But I try by the end of the day to think this to will end and everything will be totally fine. So the next time you are in a situation that feels like it is never going to end and you just ask why??? and Can this end already???  Try to keep in mind of what Heavenly Father wants you to learn from this time in you life.  Pray to him and he will help you through it and find relief.  Life is Awesome....

The joys of Life changes....

Life just keeps on changing and how nice is that sometimes and not so good sometimes.  Lucky we have not had a lot of bad changes in our life.  We are still living in Orem and really enjoying it.  It is nice and quite.  Scout is now working for a security System company called Vivint he really likes it and really is learning a lot about the product.  I am a stay at home wife and starting finally to enjoy it and not miss working so much.  We are very excited that we only have 5weeks to go until our little boy is going to be here.  I am having a hard time sleeping at least two hours at a time but I think it is my bodies way of getting ready for the baby. I am so grateful for all the love and support that we have from our family and so glad that I have a wonderful husband that loves me and works hard for our family.  Life is truly awesome not matter what happens.